me just bein' me (which includes my once-in-a-while ramblings of stuff)

woooh, sun, heat and.... icicles!!

2011-06-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

Most of us waould probably go to the refrigerator and get ice-cream on a hot day. But wait!! What if you don't have anymore ice-cream in the freezer?? Wait (again) ! What if the 7Eleven ran out slurpee or the slurpee machine broke down?? Ohs noes!
Jeng, jeng-jeeenngg!!
Introducing icicles! (not popsicles okaay!)

*gasp* why do the pictures look awesomely weird?

okay okay, they're supposed look like normal ice cubes, the only difference is that it's cordial flavoured and has a colour. real simple.

True friends much??

2011-05-24T21:36:00.002+08:00

In one of the previous posts, i have written about my experience with shallow-minded people who are afraid to give new situations a crap. That was abput what those people did to ME. But now, i want to write about the same thing, except that it happened to one of my friends ( and is still going on right now).

I mean, sure, she's not as 'soft and demure bu tough' as you are. But, that does not give you the right to stare at her like she's somekind of an alien. Sure, she talks a bit roughly and sometimes doesn't think twice about what she is saying, but then again, who doesn't?? And guess what? She's lived with two brothers and a dad anad a mom, so, she's used to being like a boy. Pfffft, haters. It's so frustrating to see that my friends are doing it to my friend. Sounds wrong, huh? *sigh*

I know, i know. There's no point stressing myslf up about it, things will get better somehow, sooner or later. I hope so....

Aaaaannnyywayyz,

EXAMS ARE OVER!! Wooohoo, party and partying hey, fun fun fun!! ngeheheeheh :p

My kind of 'partying' is reading storybook, play agmes on my mum's ipad and listening to Adele, Beast(korean boy band), CNBlue(korean boy band also :p), David Archuleta, Ashley Tisdale, Carrie Underwood and soo many other awesome artistes out there!!! Yeah baybeh!! ;)

2011-05-12T15:31:00.001+08:00

2011-05-12T15:31:00.000+08:00

phew 6 Down, 11 more to go!!

2011-05-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

Unbelievable! The first week of exam is almost up!!

But i'm like, trying hard to stop myself from breaking down right now. CHEMISTRY!!!!

Oh my, oh my, oh my..............

Right now, I'm writing a blog(this blog), practicing my mod maths for tomorrow, listening to music, drinking my avocado@apple 'juice' AND lookng after my sister's virtual boutique. Multitasking baby!!!

2011-03-25T18:31:00.004+08:00

To be is to do

To do is to be

Doobeedoobeedoo

heheh

Locked up feelings.

2011-03-16T08:32:00.002+08:00

I have a nice family. Go to a nice school.But I hate this fraking eczema. It comes and goes, which in this case, it comes more often than not. This has gotten to the point where I no longer get a full night's sleep. It's bad, for I still need to attend school. I can't afford anymore of the skipping school, activities and tuition charade. I just CAN'T. It's depressing really. Stressing even, to some point, annoying. At my age now, this 'thing' is supposed to 'go away' naturally. If it is, then what the hell is it still doing here? Why can't it go away? I have taken a wide variety of medicine. Pills, creams, natural mineral baths, drink special herb drinks, specially treated drinking water, and etc. I'm TIRED. Get it?!? I'm just tired trying to keep up with all this. It's depressing really. Seeing that I am supposed to help OTHER students, be a good student model, but how can i do that? I know, i know! "Take your medicine. Drink plenty of water. Bla blabla blabla blabla".

I'm just..........tired, and slightly depressed. Why? Because there is this whole bunch of things that I want to do but i can't. It's too hot. Your skin can't take. It's not you. You'll be alone, and you cannot be alone. It's too cold, your skin will dry out. It's too......... You need to rest. You're not getting enough sleep. Just stay at home and rest.

Here's the buzzkiller; I am ALWAYS not getting enough sleep during the night. I am ALWAYS not getting enough rest. So, just stop telling me to sit down and rest and relax. There's just so many things that I want to do.

Another thing is, how can my mind rest and be peaceful, when a largeamount of money( like, a LOT), is spent on me and my eczema alone. Emollients, creams, moisturisers. Zyrtec, Atarax, doctor's prescribed medicine, heck, the doctor's fee. If you have been reading these complaints of an impatient, angry, depressed and pathetic person (me), then remember that in life, not everything goes your way. You gotta step up the occassion. I've learned my lesson. The hard way.

2010-12-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

2010-12-06T07:49:00.007+08:00

"Ally, what are you doing? Where are we going? Ally, i'm tired".

"Shh, quiet pete. We're going to Justine's place, ok? You can sleep in the car."

I carried my baby brother alongside two bag packs on my bag. When i came close enough to the car, a pair of hands came out towards us. . . .

"Agh!"

"Ssshhh, it's okay, okay. It's me, Natalie. Now give Pete to me, i'll sit with him at the back so he can continue sleeping. You drive".

"Ok".

Under the midnight moonlight, a lake shone and glittered beautifully. There is a house by the lake with a small tool shed next to it. After minutes of calm quietness, a Pajero jeep rushed towards the front door of the house, almost about to hit the staircase, and halt to a sudden stop. A slim slender but slightly toned girl came out from the driver' s seat and went to the bonnet and took out two bag packs. She turned around and faced her back towards the car to and scanned the surrounding to make sure they weren't being followed.

Meanwhile, another girl came out from the passenger's seat with a little boy in her arms.

the mystery song...

2010-12-02T17:40:00.002+08:00

dah dum, dum, dum, dum. dah dum, dum, dum, dum, dum. Hear that? it's the song that you're listening to right now.

now, my question is, how in the world in did that song came to be on my blog???

Hmm, how mysterious....

2010-06-05T04:36:00.003+08:00

Did u know that our brain power can be used to determine a rough description of a location? It's called 'remote visualising'. There are other types of 'visualising', but i missed watching those parts of the documentary on nat geo.

*phew* Exams are over (for now)! On friday, 4th of June 2010, the mid-year-exams ended at 12:30 in the afternoon. Us form 3 didn't really shouted 'yay!' or make a fuss out of it, instead we just smiled and laughed and talked with our friends and wish each other 'happy hols!'. Some even got the chance to check for answers from the teachers ("teacher..teacher..how to do this question ah?" or " teacher..teacher...is this the correct answer? haah? y wrong? i already count like this and that and this and that.."). Lol.

I noticed that most of the students like to compare answers once the paper dah habis, pastu, bila dapat tahu jawapan salah, datanglah frustrationnye.... Once, in primary school, a teacher told us to not check and compare te answers once u r finished with the paper, instead, just put the questions paper in your bag and take out a book for the next paper/subject. What's done is done.

You've put your effort in answering the paper, so, y look for disappointment in finding out that your answers are wrong? *sigh* I really don't get it....

Anywayyz,

During the exam week, another teacher from sekolah rendah came to our school, Cikgu Razwan, as one of the pegawai PPD. Sarah and I managed to have a chat with him on wednesday while waiting for uncle to arrive. He looks the same as always, cikgu Razwan. I've seen him in school last year too, but i was in a rush to get to scouts istiadat so didin't get to greet him or say anything to him. Surprisingly, he remembers us as his students back in SKS1. No surprise, he remembers sarah's name. Of course, no reason to feel jealous or anything ( i feel so guilty writing this down) cause cikgu razwan was sarah's bm teacher for 2 years or so....but i am happy and greatful that he still recognises me, if not my name. Wait, is it possible that he

Bedtime

2010-04-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

Last night i went to sleep at 2 a.m.. Now it's 11.50p.m. Not feeling so sleepy as i have slept for about 4 hours before in the evening. NOW WHAT DO I DO? study? don't feel like it. So now i am updating my blog with new posts (like this one here) and music and stuff (don't know what 'stuff' is yet).

The SIBlingS

2010-02-19T15:23:00.003+08:00

i'm updating my blog, my sis (sarah) is doing ..... whatever she is doing right now, i don't know. And the SIBS are watching twilight on star movies AGAIN!!! They were watching Nim' Island AGAIN before. The sibs took a few pics witout me (tsk,tsk,tsk) last night. They look nice and original. heheh.

2010-02-19T15:14:00.003+08:00

So, i checked out all my friends' blogs, and there was music (good music) and pictures andn loooooads of entries. How the heck did they get to find the time to post so much stuff? Well, guess it's thier luck/life. almost at the end of the one-week school holiday. Hope it's not too late to wish all my friends who celebrat chinese new year a 'Happy Chinese Year' !!!

2009-10-21T13:26:00.002+08:00

wah...soooo long never update blog.had a chat with sara n.h. yesterday. wasn't a long chat. just wanted to say hi and know the current updates. seems like things never really changed much since last year.ever heard of the phrase ' cat got your tongue?' ? that's what happened to me when i called sarah. i already made a list in my mind what to tell her and what to ask her, and sudenly!!! i didn't know what to sy to her . memory...gone!mental list of thigs to say ... gone!! can u believe that?

wonder when is the next tie i'll open the blog??

2009-09-12T19:03:00.002+08:00

i really miss my friends back at puchong. ther's soooo much drama here in this new place.it's either they are just too dramatic for me or too extreme for me or too annoying to me. there are people who ae really nice and sweet here. i just can't or maybe don't know how to ignore all the drama and whatever to be myself. that's why some people say that i'm the speak much. i'ts just that i don't know what 2 say sometimes...... Allah, help me go through this..

Mamma mia!

2008-11-18T21:01:00.003+08:00

Yum! Yum!
I made my first pizza 2night, and it was delicious!!! Yup,did it all by myself!Lemme see,I put:-cheese
-sausages
-tomatoes
-chicken
-and capsicum(did i spell that right?)
Took me almost 2 hours to finish 1 pizza though, so obviously I had help!!:p But we didn't make just one pizza, we made 7 trays of pizza , 7 LARGE n' tasty pizzas!Each of them containing different amounts and types of ingridients(sorry if I spelled it wrong!)! Don't mean to brag though!:p

Best friends ?

2008-11-13T13:29:00.003+08:00

"We're gonna be best friends 4 ever nadiah,don't forget!" Huh, yeah right, I'm not gonna let that 'Best Friends 4Ever' thing get me again. It hurts just to think about it!Before I met S , i was best friends with Am (let's just call her that,shall we?). We'll go 2 recess 2gether , we'll sit 2gether during science class from beginning 2 the end of the year! But then, one day she invited me to go her house for a B'party (during that time my skin looks like the map of a big country!). Am's dad was cool meeting me,but her mum.....the total opposite!

She thinks I look like an alien from a diff. planet! I mean ,what's wrong with that? Other parents I've met are SO not like that! When I arrived @ her house, her mom was in the kitchen doing somethig(i don't know what and i don't care!). When she came out 2 meet me, she almost dropped the kitchen towel she was holding! I can se that she tried 2 smile but couldn't. She said 'Hi' and called Am 2 the kitch. I could tell somethin's wrong cause after that, she was talking to Am's other friends, but not to me. Am sat with me 4 a while and then when to meet up other friends.

D' next day @ school, she told me that she wants to qui being my best friend(that means no,walking 2gether,sitting next 2 each other and no talking with each other except in class for homeworks n stuff).Oops,i gota go ,it's lunchtime.Will continue 2morrow.

Lyrics?

2008-11-13T12:13:00.003+08:00

If you have viewed my blog B4, u might have noticed that I there are no more song lyrics here anymore, right?
Well, I've decided that I won't put anymore song lyrics here cause I won't be reading it anyway, so it's no use.

Poetry............

2007-12-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

The Sea

The sea can be angry.
The sea can be rough.
The sea can be wild.
The sea can be tough.

The sea can rip.
The sea can tear.
The sea can roar.
Like a hungry bear.

The sea can be gentle.
The sea can be flat.
The sea can be calm.
As a sleeping cat.

The sea can glide.
Over the sand,
Stroking the beach
Like a giant hand.

John Foster

2007-11-19T12:54:00.001+08:00

hey guys!